We got back this afternoon after having spotty at best connections while gone. I have a lot of stories to tell, but all that iks sidetracked by one piece of mail.
I was going through that mountain when I came across a letter from the Womens' Center where I had my mammogram. It found something that needs additional testing. It went on to say that these things are mostly benign, I need to make an appointment.
This is a repeat of three years ago - almost to the day. So now I am sent spiraling into the depths of fear instead of planning a light hearted "three year survival birthday party."
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{{{Grandma K}}} Praying here for peace and that it is nothing.
I hope that you will get positive results and be able to schedule that three-year survival party a little late but with no clouds on the horizon!
oh no. i've been called back three times and it's never been there. a friend of mine went so far as the needle biopsy and hers was just calcification. hoping and praying yours will be too. go in hopeful, not fearful. I told my friend, it's not time to be afraid yet--my husband is a nurse and he'll tell you when. easier said than done. take someone to hold your hand or be in the waiting room for you. my pastor came to visit when i took my friend.
It's going to be all right--I just know it is!!
one of my favorite lines of all times is from the movie "the golden compass"
"what if you're afraid?" she asked the bear...
"if i am afraid, I WILL MASTER MY FEAR" he replied...
I send you hugs hugs HUGS and good thoughts...I will pray for you tonight and if I could I'd wrap my warm mama arms around you in a healing hug...
...you will master your fear!
Shawna
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