Monday, January 04, 2010

Back home

We got back this afternoon after having spotty at best connections while gone. I have a lot of stories to tell, but all that iks sidetracked by one piece of mail.

I was going through that mountain when I came across a letter from the Womens' Center where I had my mammogram. It found something that needs additional testing. It went on to say that these things are mostly benign, I need to make an appointment.

This is a repeat of three years ago - almost to the day. So now I am sent spiraling into the depths of fear instead of planning a light hearted "three year survival birthday party."


5 comments:

Marti @ The Next Fifty Years said...

{{{Grandma K}}} Praying here for peace and that it is nothing.

Susan Adcox said...

I hope that you will get positive results and be able to schedule that three-year survival party a little late but with no clouds on the horizon!

angela said...

oh no. i've been called back three times and it's never been there. a friend of mine went so far as the needle biopsy and hers was just calcification. hoping and praying yours will be too. go in hopeful, not fearful. I told my friend, it's not time to be afraid yet--my husband is a nurse and he'll tell you when. easier said than done. take someone to hold your hand or be in the waiting room for you. my pastor came to visit when i took my friend.

judemiller1 said...

It's going to be all right--I just know it is!!

flying eagle woman said...

one of my favorite lines of all times is from the movie "the golden compass"

"what if you're afraid?" she asked the bear...
"if i am afraid, I WILL MASTER MY FEAR" he replied...

I send you hugs hugs HUGS and good thoughts...I will pray for you tonight and if I could I'd wrap my warm mama arms around you in a healing hug...

...you will master your fear!

Shawna